There's Holes in the Floor of Heaven

Holes in the Floor of Heaven

Heard this song on the radio the other day- concidently, last week when we had all of that never ending rain (good ol' Kix FM). So beautiful. Only thing its missing is a verse specifically for Juby and Jasey, but that aside, the chorus is pretty special anyway :-)

And there's holes in the floor of Heaven
and her tears are pourin down
that's how you know she's watchin'
wishin' she could be here now
and sometimes when I'm lonely
I remember she can see
there's holes in the floor of Heaven
and she's watchin' over you and me.

Except, I think they both are so blessed in many ways to have escaped this world of fear and pain to be with Jesus. They are whole, pure, innocent and without sin- just like Jesus, himself. Mum used to tell us that about Issac when we were little- that he never did anything naughty or wrong; that he was perfect and living in Heaven with Jesus. I don't imagine Jubilee or Jasey crying or being upset that they did not get longer with us on earth, but rather that they are thankful for the time they had and are joyful. I imagine them walking in sheer delight and with humility as they  gaze daily upon the face of the Lord and worship him with all their heart- if only we were so blessed from such a young age. Instead, God has chosen for us to live on earth and do His work here before we are reunited with Him- but that assignment too is a special blessing; to be trusted with the work of our Saviour and to learn how to love and be close to Him despite the journey our lives take.

Until, a few months ago I was scared of dying but now I just see it like something I can look forward to, seeing Jesus- number one!- but now, especially since I have a big brother, countless other family members and two very special little babies of my very own to be reunited with once I get to Heaven.